I haven't found a way of reconciling what kind of work I do while watching my the world devolve into chaos. I'd prefer to just look at and respond to things that cause me a sense of awe or some kind of reminder of the beauty in the world than to show in my work my absolute horror of what is going on everyday. My question to myself is how different am I from the people depicted in the movie "Don't Look Up." I do really just want these horrors to go away. But it's not enough to wish things away. I don't have an answer.